Saturday, February 28, 2009
Ytd, bi took half day off from camp. Every time whenever i go to his place, without fail, he will come and pick miie up at simei mrt station but ytd he failed to do so... He told miie that he got sth on. i felt kind of weird and was pondering what was he up to that can actually ignore my exisitence. Many thoughts came flashing across my mind. I was pretty sure on one thought but didn't really dare to read too much from it. Im kind of afraid that the higher i pin on the hope, the greater the fall.
we took some pictures in the car... Here we go.. ;)
I listened to ipod touch and somehow i got to his doorstep. His brother picked up the phone, miraculously i didnt realise that he's not wee yik as the background was a bit too noisy for miie to catch clearly. Then i keep asking wei chun where are you, damn retarded. After when i realised that, it gets a bit embarrassing. Next, bi opened the door for miie. Know what? I WAS RIGHT!!! HE MADE MY FABOURITE POTATO SALAD !!??? He even fried onions rings, bacon, etc as my lunch. So sweet la. Although the potato salad cannot be compared to those restaurants' standard but still it's the thoughts that counts, isn't it? It was kind of sweet to get that from him as he is really a poor cook. ;) I maybe weak in culinary skills, but i dare to say that im so much more better than him can. ha. But, thanks to him for putting in the effort and i really, sincerely appreciate that. If my memory isn't failing miie, i rmb that he say he will do potato salad for miie again. This time round, it will no longer be using weeyik's recipes but siqi's boyfriend's. WAHA. Im looking forward to that.
Then we went off at 4 liddat to looking for siqi and her bf. Together, we watched marley and me. It was quite a good show, but i still prefer benjamin buttons more. Personally, i find the storyline of benjamin buttons is more interesting. (or maybe becasue Brad Pit is the main lead) Whenever i think of brad pit, i'll rmb zhao qiang saying "mian bao zhu" (direct translate for the words bread pig). It's super lame la. Still, it managed to pull a smile across my face. Ha. I cried at the last part where marley is put to sleep, the speech given by john was really touching. For that moment, my heart just ached. ;( After that, we went to town. Siqi's bf was considering signing on to SAF. I dont know why. But i was affected or being psyched into joining and be part of them in a way. I told bi about the "wild idea" of mine, but was in the end lectured by him. Stupid crap. Siqi and I got a free movie ticket, nice navy uncle asked to do a form and another counter to get them. thanks alot uncle. Maybe, siqi and i will use that voucher to watch "he's just not that into you"... Waha. It gonna be fun hurr. Poor bi and siqi's bf did not get to have it. They simply got to PAY whereas we got it for FREE. Ha.
After everything are done, we went to geylang and eat dim sum. So nice and yummy can. My craving for egg tart was satisfied. At that very point, i felt i was the most fortunate girl in the whole universe can. . Abit exaggerated but, the egg tart is like finger licking good can (at least, to miie)... No words could ever describe it. Then, i ordered some dim sum and "da bao" for my family to eat. Then went to east coast for a while before heading home.
Last but not least, i enjoyed myself wit
h the couple date.. ;)
h the couple date.. ;) 
we took some pictures in the car... Here we go.. ;)
what we could have been, 4:28 AM.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.. Been waiting for this for so long. I need a break severely. It is very tiring for most to keep studying and chiong-ing projects and assignments, having to face all the obstacles that surface. I am included as one of those.
I had a small chat on msn with one of my friends. she told miie that she will be studying abroad and that solely causes her $30k. If we were to calculate the rental of the apartment and other miscellenous fee, it will be another $4~5k.. AND that's not the fee of getting a degree yet. . I think it will be more ex. I have been wanting to study abroad, but have not decide on anything yet. Hopefully, everything will go smooth for me to study oversea. Waiting forward for that. :)
I will definitely going to miss her so much.
Regarding to the BCS project was a great disappointment. Why? Despite all the effort put in, we only managed to get a grade C. How disheartening was that. Furthermore, the reason given was plagiarism. We just cant accept that. Upon looking for the subject leader, it isnt' of much help. Everything remains. They just dont understand what we are trying to put across despite a pretty long email. Firstly, when we asked the tutor if we are able to use existing hotel, he was the one who say okay. just do some edition and all will do. Like we say, if we are going to do on exisiting hotel, shouldnt we use their logo and all? It's more than logical to do that. But they just... Was kind of upset. But somehow learned helplessness had overcome miie. Maybe,these obstacles and difficulties that surface are meant to make us learnt and make us a better person. I guess so. i think we all have to be optismistic and positive enough to be happy. They are all vital, essential and a key to smile everyday? No point to brood over it if everything were fixed. Of course, if there's things that i can do to change all the outcome, i'll be most willing to do that. Since that alternaltive is out, then??? cant poosible sit down and cry fot the entire month right. So... Yupp.. i guessed i have grown up by a bit. ;) Afterall, that unforgettable psychology project allowed miie to learn in one way or two. =) im glad that i have encountered that somehow. hm? for another second i thought, i must be crazy to think that way. ha. But, who cares?
Recently im obssessed to the idea of getting a DOG. bi and i even went to the dog farm to check out the market price. Know what?? it's during exam period, i failed to hold on after all his persuasion and psycho-ing. Damn. He told miie that there's a sale going on for only that period of time. In then end? there wasnt even any sale la, at least to those that we have visited. DAMN DAMN. But still, puppies for sale there in SOME dog farms are still considered cheaper than those price in a pet shop, especially pet safari. It's so expensive can. They are selling toy poodle puppies at $2.5k if im not wrong, but the toy poodle at dog farm can go as low to $1.5k.. 1k can really make a great difference la. Another crap thing... ;)
Bi and i thought of getting a toy poodle. It's so cute can. It's the only dog that both of us agreed on. I dont want bulldog, it look so grumpy can. Everyday facing that thing can make miie grumpy as well. I dont want it to affect myself. What for i look for more suffering for myself? im not that stupid. For shin tsu, i dont mind getting it, but he told miie that he wont take care of it for long. Then what's the point? might as well get a toy poodle where both of us can make long term commitment.
Now, i'll show euu "our" baby.. :)
CUTE RIGHT?? I KNOW. :)
*scream*
End here my post here. Shall update asap next time. =)
I had a small chat on msn with one of my friends. she told miie that she will be studying abroad and that solely causes her $30k. If we were to calculate the rental of the apartment and other miscellenous fee, it will be another $4~5k.. AND that's not the fee of getting a degree yet. . I think it will be more ex. I have been wanting to study abroad, but have not decide on anything yet. Hopefully, everything will go smooth for me to study oversea. Waiting forward for that. :)
I will definitely going to miss her so much.
Regarding to the BCS project was a great disappointment. Why? Despite all the effort put in, we only managed to get a grade C. How disheartening was that. Furthermore, the reason given was plagiarism. We just cant accept that. Upon looking for the subject leader, it isnt' of much help. Everything remains. They just dont understand what we are trying to put across despite a pretty long email. Firstly, when we asked the tutor if we are able to use existing hotel, he was the one who say okay. just do some edition and all will do. Like we say, if we are going to do on exisiting hotel, shouldnt we use their logo and all? It's more than logical to do that. But they just... Was kind of upset. But somehow learned helplessness had overcome miie. Maybe,these obstacles and difficulties that surface are meant to make us learnt and make us a better person. I guess so. i think we all have to be optismistic and positive enough to be happy. They are all vital, essential and a key to smile everyday? No point to brood over it if everything were fixed. Of course, if there's things that i can do to change all the outcome, i'll be most willing to do that. Since that alternaltive is out, then??? cant poosible sit down and cry fot the entire month right. So... Yupp.. i guessed i have grown up by a bit. ;) Afterall, that unforgettable psychology project allowed miie to learn in one way or two. =) im glad that i have encountered that somehow. hm? for another second i thought, i must be crazy to think that way. ha. But, who cares?
Recently im obssessed to the idea of getting a DOG. bi and i even went to the dog farm to check out the market price. Know what?? it's during exam period, i failed to hold on after all his persuasion and psycho-ing. Damn. He told miie that there's a sale going on for only that period of time. In then end? there wasnt even any sale la, at least to those that we have visited. DAMN DAMN. But still, puppies for sale there in SOME dog farms are still considered cheaper than those price in a pet shop, especially pet safari. It's so expensive can. They are selling toy poodle puppies at $2.5k if im not wrong, but the toy poodle at dog farm can go as low to $1.5k.. 1k can really make a great difference la. Another crap thing... ;)
Bi and i thought of getting a toy poodle. It's so cute can. It's the only dog that both of us agreed on. I dont want bulldog, it look so grumpy can. Everyday facing that thing can make miie grumpy as well. I dont want it to affect myself. What for i look for more suffering for myself? im not that stupid. For shin tsu, i dont mind getting it, but he told miie that he wont take care of it for long. Then what's the point? might as well get a toy poodle where both of us can make long term commitment.
Now, i'll show euu "our" baby.. :)
CUTE RIGHT?? I KNOW. :)
*scream*
End here my post here. Shall update asap next time. =)
what we could have been, 8:37 PM.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
OMG.. it's been so long ever since i last updated my blog.. But was really busy earlier on. I had psycho presentation on thursday. Every just not seems to be right. My group flunked the entire presentation. Honestly speaking, im just so damn angry and disappointed. It's one of the project that i had put in so much effort and the worse subject that i have ever done. I know that all my effort had gone down the drain. It's the second time i cried in the school, wholeheartedly. My psycho group members saw it and all they know was to say that they know that i have put in the most effort, all those things are not my fault and all. But what's the point of saying all those. The marks have been set and are finalized. If they know that all these things are going to happen, why didn't they put in slightly more effort in these. I seriously dont expect much, trust me. Just a bit more effort and that's enough. What's more they expect me to do, i have done almost everything or in fact most of the thing for them and i have my own stuff to get busy with as well. Yes, they may have lots of projects on their hand, but what makes them think that i dont. With the utmost effort that i can ever put in, for sure i will pin higher hope on that. My hopes are just dashed,completely. What pissed me most was that one of them dont even know what he is suppose and not to say. If that's the case, i rather he keep his mouth shut. Now, i seriously realised the importance of having good group mates. =(
Whatever. No matter what i do or say, it's Doesn't Matter anymore.
Anyway, thanks a lot to siqi if she happens to read this blog. Thanks for being by my side, willing to lend me a shoulder to lie on and a pair of listening ear. I seriously appreciate that. Ms Maria chia as well, for counseling me to let this go and not letting it to bother me since i have exams and presentations coming up. I need to adjust my mood, not allowing this to affect me. Thanks you very much. Lastly, im proud of myself for being able to put my emotions aside, focusing on my exams and test. Dont worry for me, im fine already.
This entire week is the busiest week. At last, I've got over it. Can give myself a short break, like finally. . Been looking forward to it and yupp, i guess i really need it. Went for a briefing on friday and we were late, the lecturer/tutor( not very sure who he is, partly cant be bothered) scream like crazy la. Guess what, we are only late for like a few minutes. From here, you can actually imagine how strict he is. I guess i'll have a hard time in year 2 la. It's will be teaching us on how to actually interact with real-life customers and all. Have to "work as part-time" in Temasek. Then, he told us that for the 1st month of that module, he will drill us like crazy. After that, we will somehow "evolve" to become a "better person". I have no doubt in that, just that i have to admit that i am afriad. But OKAY la, i believe i can DEFINITELY OVERCOME IT. CAUSE I AM A HTM STUDENT. =)
GTG. i'll update asap. =)
Whatever. No matter what i do or say, it's Doesn't Matter anymore.
Anyway, thanks a lot to siqi if she happens to read this blog. Thanks for being by my side, willing to lend me a shoulder to lie on and a pair of listening ear. I seriously appreciate that. Ms Maria chia as well, for counseling me to let this go and not letting it to bother me since i have exams and presentations coming up. I need to adjust my mood, not allowing this to affect me. Thanks you very much. Lastly, im proud of myself for being able to put my emotions aside, focusing on my exams and test. Dont worry for me, im fine already.
This entire week is the busiest week. At last, I've got over it. Can give myself a short break, like finally. . Been looking forward to it and yupp, i guess i really need it. Went for a briefing on friday and we were late, the lecturer/tutor( not very sure who he is, partly cant be bothered) scream like crazy la. Guess what, we are only late for like a few minutes. From here, you can actually imagine how strict he is. I guess i'll have a hard time in year 2 la. It's will be teaching us on how to actually interact with real-life customers and all. Have to "work as part-time" in Temasek. Then, he told us that for the 1st month of that module, he will drill us like crazy. After that, we will somehow "evolve" to become a "better person". I have no doubt in that, just that i have to admit that i am afriad. But OKAY la, i believe i can DEFINITELY OVERCOME IT. CAUSE I AM A HTM STUDENT. =)
GTG. i'll update asap. =)
what we could have been, 1:07 AM.
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