Saturday, February 7, 2009
OMG.. it's been so long ever since i last updated my blog.. But was really busy earlier on. I had psycho presentation on thursday. Every just not seems to be right. My group flunked the entire presentation. Honestly speaking, im just so damn angry and disappointed. It's one of the project that i had put in so much effort and the worse subject that i have ever done. I know that all my effort had gone down the drain. It's the second time i cried in the school, wholeheartedly. My psycho group members saw it and all they know was to say that they know that i have put in the most effort, all those things are not my fault and all. But what's the point of saying all those. The marks have been set and are finalized. If they know that all these things are going to happen, why didn't they put in slightly more effort in these. I seriously dont expect much, trust me. Just a bit more effort and that's enough. What's more they expect me to do, i have done almost everything or in fact most of the thing for them and i have my own stuff to get busy with as well. Yes, they may have lots of projects on their hand, but what makes them think that i dont. With the utmost effort that i can ever put in, for sure i will pin higher hope on that. My hopes are just dashed,completely. What pissed me most was that one of them dont even know what he is suppose and not to say. If that's the case, i rather he keep his mouth shut. Now, i seriously realised the importance of having good group mates. =(
Whatever. No matter what i do or say, it's Doesn't Matter anymore.
Anyway, thanks a lot to siqi if she happens to read this blog. Thanks for being by my side, willing to lend me a shoulder to lie on and a pair of listening ear. I seriously appreciate that. Ms Maria chia as well, for counseling me to let this go and not letting it to bother me since i have exams and presentations coming up. I need to adjust my mood, not allowing this to affect me. Thanks you very much. Lastly, im proud of myself for being able to put my emotions aside, focusing on my exams and test. Dont worry for me, im fine already.
This entire week is the busiest week. At last, I've got over it. Can give myself a short break, like finally. . Been looking forward to it and yupp, i guess i really need it. Went for a briefing on friday and we were late, the lecturer/tutor( not very sure who he is, partly cant be bothered) scream like crazy la. Guess what, we are only late for like a few minutes. From here, you can actually imagine how strict he is. I guess i'll have a hard time in year 2 la. It's will be teaching us on how to actually interact with real-life customers and all. Have to "work as part-time" in Temasek. Then, he told us that for the 1st month of that module, he will drill us like crazy. After that, we will somehow "evolve" to become a "better person". I have no doubt in that, just that i have to admit that i am afriad. But OKAY la, i believe i can DEFINITELY OVERCOME IT. CAUSE I AM A HTM STUDENT. =)
GTG. i'll update asap. =)
Whatever. No matter what i do or say, it's Doesn't Matter anymore.
Anyway, thanks a lot to siqi if she happens to read this blog. Thanks for being by my side, willing to lend me a shoulder to lie on and a pair of listening ear. I seriously appreciate that. Ms Maria chia as well, for counseling me to let this go and not letting it to bother me since i have exams and presentations coming up. I need to adjust my mood, not allowing this to affect me. Thanks you very much. Lastly, im proud of myself for being able to put my emotions aside, focusing on my exams and test. Dont worry for me, im fine already.
This entire week is the busiest week. At last, I've got over it. Can give myself a short break, like finally. . Been looking forward to it and yupp, i guess i really need it. Went for a briefing on friday and we were late, the lecturer/tutor( not very sure who he is, partly cant be bothered) scream like crazy la. Guess what, we are only late for like a few minutes. From here, you can actually imagine how strict he is. I guess i'll have a hard time in year 2 la. It's will be teaching us on how to actually interact with real-life customers and all. Have to "work as part-time" in Temasek. Then, he told us that for the 1st month of that module, he will drill us like crazy. After that, we will somehow "evolve" to become a "better person". I have no doubt in that, just that i have to admit that i am afriad. But OKAY la, i believe i can DEFINITELY OVERCOME IT. CAUSE I AM A HTM STUDENT. =)
GTG. i'll update asap. =)
what we could have been, 1:07 AM.
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